January 2011
19 posts
Shit. Here I am again.
I just found pictures (well I didn’t find them, brother did on his phone. No idea how they ended up on there.) but they were all of us. The memories I had long forgotten or buried in the back of my mind. So here I am not able to look away. I just keep scrollin through all of our pictures together unable to put the phone down and walk away. So now, in my mind, it’s august and I’ve...
Don't you see
Between you and me, I think it’s pretty sad How we’re singing the same song. Don’t you see what you meant to me? You haven’t listened to a single word I’ve ever said…
So I’m bout to just pass out. Long ass dAy with the car Tryin to replace headlights, the stereo and trying to replace that fucking transmission mount…Fuck man. Also tired of the dumb shit people do and say. I’m done. think whatever but I honestly tried. Takin a shower than bed. Oh I need to talk to someone bout this summer! :Dddd
Ready.
I’m so fuckin ready for “you” to come into my life. Just please do it before next January. The pain of being alone when I leave is far worse than having to leave someone. So please “you” don’t be selfish.
Home.
And Im in a great fucking mood :D when am i ever happy when im here? rarely and i am now :DD
shit.
cant find my pts’.
fml.
Fight.
adding on to my last post. In addition to working out, I’m also goin to go off my fighting skills and grow on them. I know for a fact if I didn’t move my fucking hand in that tournament, I would gone further. Bullshit. I’m doing mui thai.
Drill and such
I have drill this coming weekend. I’m pretty excited for it. I’m excited just caust I know were goin to be Doin PT (physical training) and lots of it. I love working out mornings in AIT are what got me through my ex who was supposed to be there for me while I was gone. But shit happened and all I know is working out gets my mind off alotta shit and I like that. I like the feeling of my...
Skittles...Whyyyyyyy
You and I have been together for a long ass time. Why all of a sudden now when I steal 5 of you from my brothers pack you decide to fuck me over?! See I thought we had somethin but you left me and the only thing I have left of us is this horrible stomach ache. Wtfff?
O. And btw I hate you!!!! XD
baww threads on 4chan. fuck you :)
Damn.
so i tried hacking deeper into my phone. i failed and everything was erased
fml.
you win this time iPhone…
“Age Is But A Number, For Love Is Eternal.”
– Cody
Someone
I just need someone to tell me I’m not crazy. Someone to just tell me that I’m not a fuckup.
I just…I just want to sleep my insanity away…
Fucking Sleep.
Come back to me. i know i said i could do without you. that I’d rather go without. but I fucking need you. I haven’t slept since Sunday. and I cant take it anymore. I lie down on my bed and that’s all I do. just lay there. I need to sleep. for this 70+ hours of my brain not getting a break. of these thoughts that just run rampant in my head. they need to cease for they are...
